i kept my high school photo. u kinda have to. its one of those essential memories i guess. i went to a really small private christian school. i loved it. it was all i really knew, i did kindergarten to year 12 in that school. yup, small town girl-same school and same house for my entire childhood. it was great. i'm not really a fan of change. i really dont miss school though. school is where i lived out those awkward years. puberty, adolescence, whatever u want to call it, everyone has that growing up stage. where u u dont really fit in and all parts of your body start growing at different rates. u get pimples u get underarm hair (and other places) and u get breasts. boys suddenly become the centre of your life and being popular is everything. i guess i didn't like growing up because it involved a lot of change. I HATE CHANGE. it unnerves me. i fell in love in high school and never really got over it, in fact i still feel exactly the same about one stupid guy! it's been about 4 years and i'm still no where near getting over him. but at the same time i don't really want to get over him. the truth is i love him. and i dont care if he never knows..actually thats a lie. i'd want him to know after i died. then i would never have to face him. ANYWAY it doesnt really matter. i will get over it eventually. i just hope it doesn't wreck future relationships-its what broke me and my boyfriend up earlier this year...how do you get over someone if you don't want to???
Thursday, November 6, 2008
high school photo
i kept my high school photo. u kinda have to. its one of those essential memories i guess. i went to a really small private christian school. i loved it. it was all i really knew, i did kindergarten to year 12 in that school. yup, small town girl-same school and same house for my entire childhood. it was great. i'm not really a fan of change. i really dont miss school though. school is where i lived out those awkward years. puberty, adolescence, whatever u want to call it, everyone has that growing up stage. where u u dont really fit in and all parts of your body start growing at different rates. u get pimples u get underarm hair (and other places) and u get breasts. boys suddenly become the centre of your life and being popular is everything. i guess i didn't like growing up because it involved a lot of change. I HATE CHANGE. it unnerves me. i fell in love in high school and never really got over it, in fact i still feel exactly the same about one stupid guy! it's been about 4 years and i'm still no where near getting over him. but at the same time i don't really want to get over him. the truth is i love him. and i dont care if he never knows..actually thats a lie. i'd want him to know after i died. then i would never have to face him. ANYWAY it doesnt really matter. i will get over it eventually. i just hope it doesn't wreck future relationships-its what broke me and my boyfriend up earlier this year...how do you get over someone if you don't want to???
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hate change?... same here! hoho.. i'm still in high school. currently at that stage of many changes. haha! but what i miss most were the innocent times i had in grade school. my high school life is never gonna be as peaceful, enjoying 'pure' fun.. sigh..
for me, getting smarter while growing up may be bad for the nerves.. it makes other people appear more irritating. innocence is more fun. nevertheless, i stil gotta grow up. arg..
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